For the present, problem is being resolved....TAB is content...
Thanks to all who expressed concern....
Life is not a fairy tale....we all do not live happily ever after.... As I once said...there is no tooth fairy, easter bunny, or super heros...
Life must be lived so that one can find happiness and contentment in whatever form it presents itself...I refuse to go through life unhappy, and sad because I did not do what I knew I should have done and did not do it......
Damn the torpedoes .... full speed ahead...... Love ya all.............come visit.......
Of all the gin joints in all the world..........
Today, after 2 years of no contact with someone I have known for over 8 years, called out of the blue.
Asked me if I was OK..and how was I doing...wanted to know if it would be possible to grab a cup of coffee one morning or afternoon and just sit and talk like we used to do for hours on end.....
As I heard this voice on the phone, my voice quit working, my mind lost all ability to reason, and to think in any constructive manner....The last 2 years of pent up emotion raised through me like a blood clot heading for the brain...
What my soul was telling me to do, and my head was telling me to do were in direct opposition of each other.
As I sit here now, I remember every word that was spoken to me and the tone in which it was spoken. I can not tell you one thing that I said in response to this very unexpected but very needed contact.
So I have some serious things to consider tonight and tomorrow and beyond. My decisions will define my happiness and well being or lack thereof for the foreseeable future.
I know you can not help me, or offer advice, or console me.
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